Thoughts of a dying athiest

Has there ever been a question or two you've wanted to ask me, but just didn't know how to go about asking it? Well, here's your chance!

No question is too big or too small. Too weird or too tmi. I want to try and be an open book.

Allowing anonymous comments in case you're embarrassed/shy/scared whatever!

You always hear of these terror stories about horrible step parents and step siblings, I consider myself incredibly lucky.

Mary is fantastic and so are her kids Jessica and Mike.  The extended family is great too.  They were all very welcoming and embraced me right away.  I didn't expect that and I was kinda surprised when it happened and even more surprised at how cohesive the family as a whole is with me.  Mary and my dad took my nice Bri to Chicago and Mary was talking about how my dad was in heaven hanging out with Bri and how he'll be the best grandpa when Scott and I have a kid.  Sooo cute, I actually teared up talking to her.

Don is the same way.  Don (my mom's fiance) is just awesome.  He's so good to my mom and he's incredibly caring and shows it.  I'm glad my mom has him and I'm happy to have him in my life as well.  His son Michael is a cool kid too.  We hung out yesterday and played in the snow a little bit and watched a movie.  Michael pulled out his favorites and I suggested two of them (we were torn between National Treasure 2 and The Parent Trap)  I thought it was awesome when he picked The Parent Trap and then quoted the movie the whole time.  It was super cute.  I hope I get to see him play more hockey games too.  I feel like I've been bad luck, he's lost every game I've been too :(  But yeah, I wish Don had him more often because I like hanging out with him, he's a smart, funny, cool kiddo.  

I'm watching Father of the Bride.  Love this movie.  Little secret...I'm wearing my wedding ring haha.  I've been doing it a lot lately.  I don't know why, I just get the urge to put it on and wear it around the house when Scott isn't here haha.  I really can't wait to get married.  

My journal is going to be friends only from now on.  I'm getting really sick of the freaking Russian bots or whatever commenting on my public entries.  It doesn't hurt anything but it's annoying as hell.

I am truly disappointed in my state right now.

Our Governor wants to take away a woman's right to birth control.

Our Lt. Governor is a bigot.

Our Senator thinks global warming is "caused by sunspot activity or just something in the geologic eons of time"

BRB MOVING TO CANADA

So because of all the epic shit that happened the past few days this update will be a two parter.

This first part really won't make sense to many of you, but it needs to be written down for all to see!

( My notes on my phone look like little post-its!Collapse )

I am way too fucking tired to do a full update right now.

But all I'll say is...

WE GOT FUCKING RULED BY SECRECY!  

So fucking amazing.  I actually teared up a little.

I dyed my hair.  I wanted to go a bit darker for autumn.

It's nearly black and doesn't look red at all.  I fucking hate it.  I really hope it washes out A LOT.'

I want to cry it's so bad :|

I am in an awful fucking mood.

I went to bed mad.  Woke up sad.

I'm torn between kicking the shit out of people and crying my eyes out.

Work is going to be swell.

I just wasted almost 6 hours of my life watching the shit show that is ohnotheydidnt

I don't regret it one bit lol

Now back to my book and tea.

I had every intention of doing an actual update.

Only to realise that I'm in an awful fucking mood and don't feel like bitching to everyone.

I'll update for real soon.

Finally officially told my dad and step momma that we're engaged, they're totally excited. Still debating between a small wedding/reception and eloping with a shindig at home. We've got time to decide.

I'm gonna go drink wine and read and not be so pissy.